I was online this morning.....just getting ready to do a little homework and then head to the CPA to practice for my steel band test today, when Mark IMed me. Little did I know how broken I was feeling inside....just how much I've been hiding. He asked a simple question: "Are you ok?" and all of a sudden I'm practically sobbing at my computer.

Brokenness. What is it?

Healing. How do we get it?

I'm tired......weak......Lord, break me more if that's what it takes. Am I really ready? Only You know.