Well, I was almost finished with a really depressing blog about myself because I've been low, low the past couple days, but when I got up to use the restroom, I turned on the bathroom light and blew a fuse....then when we turned the breaker back on, I got a call from Liz at Kofenya saying she needed my keys to lock the place. I think the fresh night air and getting out of the apartment for a few minutes helped me clear my head, as well as a few laughs with Liz and Megan. Anyway, I decided that my blog was much of the same as usual, and I really don't want this to be a depressing blog if I can help it, so...there will be no depressing blog tonight. I do have, however, a John Mayer song that fits my life well right now I think. I would imagine that's why I like him so much right now....he sings a lot of songs that are especially relevant to my age group. So, I'll just put the lyrics up here and leave it at that. Peace.

"Why Georgia"

I am driving up 85 in the
Kind of morning that lasts all afternoon
just stuck inside the gloom
4 more exits to my apartment but
I am tempted to keep the car in drive
And leave it all behind

Cause I wonder sometimes
About the outcome
Of a still verdictless life

Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why Georgia, why?

I rent a room and I fill the spaces with
Wood in places to make it feel like home
But all I feel's alone
It might be a quarter life crisis
Or just the stirring in my soul

Either way I wonder sometimes
About the outcome
Of a still verdictless life

Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why Georgia, why?

So what, so I've got a smile on
But it's hiding the quiet superstitions in my head
Don't believe me
When I say I've got it down

Everybody is just a stranger but
That's the danger in going my own way
I guess it's the price I have to pay
Still "everything happens for a reason"
Is no reason not to ask myself

If I am living it right
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why Georgia, why?